Middle-aged exhibitionist, masturbator, solosexual and downshifter. Walking away from a normal professional life to embrace becoming a permanently naked, mindless bate drone. Long-term I'd like to get to the point where I have become completely transformed into an object. 100% focused on masturbation, not owning any clothes, posessions, relationships, etc. I have started the process of getting there by getting my finances in order, getting rid of debt, downshifting my career, and letting go of acquaintances, and focusing my free time on nudity and masturbation. I've also been gradually getting rid of things - hobbies, clothing, in anticipation of shedding everything. I feel I'm somewhat at a plateau and I'm looking first for help getting over the need to wear and own clothing, then to work through shedding my intelligence and personality.